I must admit I lost count of days when come to Blogging.
I literally stop this whole thing.
This whole Blogging thing.
Many has happened through out this few months.
"I found myself an aged soul with much sadness" - Joie, My brother in law said this in his Facebook and I thought this phrase reflects much of myself as well.
Seriously, Life has been a bloody ass hole.
It has took you away and my whole world will never be the same, again.
I still cry when I think of you.
I still mourn when I can't sleep at night.
It hurts so much, knowing you've been carrying these burdens all these years.
And I am sorry, I am sorry that I couldn't take these weight away from you.
But Life, Life did that favor for you.
Dad, 25 years is never enough.
I hope I have made you proud, though my achievement is limited.
I hope you will forgive my stubbornness.
I hope you remember and enjoy our companionship, over dining table, over family trips, and over every meal that you bring me along.
I wish you joy and peacefulness.
I will do all I can as I promised, you will see.
I love you. Daddy.
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"Death leaves a heartache no one can heal
Love leaves a memory no one can steal
So wonderful, so lovely, so kind, deep in my heart
I miss you dearly."
-This is from Uncle Thian See.-
