2nd Week On Couch

This is the second week that I sleep on the couch.
My blanket for now is a piece of jacket,and my work desk is the living room table.
Yeah
Can't wait to have my own room.To settle in,at least you feel like you have your own space,your own privacy.

I've been seeing quite a number of Flats already.
Sometimes is the house problem,where the condition is really shitty and old.
Still cost us 1.5k dollar.
And the other time,is the split of perspective,that we can't get ourself to a common ground and share the same vision.
Kwok Jon said:"Brother,money can easily ruin a relationship"

Sometimes it just get really confuse,when there are many things to consider.
And Yeah,it get even more complicated when there is conflict in perspective and interest.

Of course that is a very narural thing,that we can't possibly share same view when we see things from different angle.
Another lesson learnt,another value in my pocket.
Am learning to get the balance,balance that will praise everyone in life.
Although it seems unlikely.

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Well we just met each other for more than a week,and surprisingly we are gelling very well!


These are some of us who are in training,lovely ladies and three guys!

I used to be the youngest in wherever I am,
Drama Group,University,My family..

But No More.Haha,I'm no longer the youngest,at least in this group of trainee.
I guess thats why people always mumble:"I'm old already"

For a moment,I do feel like I'm no longer the kid from yesterday.
For a moment,I do feel why people says:"I'm old already"

One to Whole,Whole to one.Again

Everyday,
I wake up early in the morning and look forward to my training.
I know I will have a great day again,with friends in work.

Every evening,
I leave my friends and come back to myself.
Its hard to adress the feeling.
You know,from one to whole,and from whole to one again.

Yes
You own the freedom,you own the flexibility,you can decide,
you own them all,
including being alone.

Of course I am no naive to think that every thing in life will be prefectly set up.
when you enjoy the companionship,do expect it will all end at some point.
yeah,expect to endure the transition period.

I tell myself,
Expect that you will eventually taste them all.

I tell myself,
To prepare myself.

I'm from China

I left the house at 6:50am
and I reach the house at 2:10am.

Gosh,let me make a simple calculation.
its..20 hours??


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As you might already know,I am looking for HDB flats to rent.
And to be frank,I feel disgusting and wanna puke when I thought of viewing more house.
Yeah I wanna Puke.

I am affraid of seeing more houses.
And also the hse agent.


Tomorrow have two more units to be viewed.


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I want to say thank you to my colleague who help me out in these,
Kate,Gayna,Karl and others who offer their hand.
I appreaciate your help alot.
alot alot =)

Its saturday
I am flipping the news paper.

Will go out for shopping
probably in the late evening.

oh yeah
I think this is the reason
why Taxi driver think I'm from China.


a guy with typical single layer eye lid.

Tired

Adapting to new environment is always hard.
Especially you are new to the place.
I am.

Been hopping around looking for suitable places to rent.
Hope that eventually I will have my own room,my own space that keep me alive.
Found a place that I like,but the price is kinda high.

Housing Agents are kinda blood sucking,though.

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first day at work is kinda strange.
Meeting up with others and the day was then filled with talks and slides.
Its like attending lecture again.lol

Back from work,I join the rest who looks identically tired
yeah,Its tired.

I guess I need a new pair of contact lens.
Gonna try some breathable lens..or lasic to correct my eye sight

ahhh!
I'm blank.

Singapore Singapore

Its 4am in the morning
I wake up to a room with table lamp still on.
with yellow light over me and my luggage on the floor.

I know I have to continue packing,yeah its kinda last minute,
I'm just too lazy to do it earlier.

The airport has strong air cond.
The lady on the check in counter assigned a window seat for me.
Yeah,window seat will be nice.

I fell asleep,as soon as the plane take off.
The next thing that strikes my eyes was cotton like cloud and blue sky,outside the window.
Then I get myself into the crowded airport.

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I fell asleep,again.
TV is on when I open my eyes,
I try to understand the sounds that come out from TV,it took me around 10 seconds to realise it is a music show.
Nerve cells still in sleep,I guess.

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Staying alone is nice,
I can have the whole bed and cover myself with the pillows and bolster.
The hotel room is comfortable,the bed is soft.
you own the world,it is how it feel.
I feel like ready to go again.

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The past few days was amazing,but I guess its all over now
and life starts again.
in a different manner,i mean.
Thank you for your companionship,I enjoy every moment with you. =)

Will see what happen tomorrow.
All the best for you.

New Chapter

Finally~I'm joining you guys who already stepped into the work field.
I'll be leaving on next wednesday.
Early flight in the morning.

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I'm moving towards a place,some say its a gift,
for the others,the respond is not as positive as I thought.

People make choices.You make choices.
From what colour you wear to which directions you turn.

Its my choice,Its my Life.

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To all My friend in Kuala Lumpur:

Please,I say Please! Do visit me when you come to Singapore!Alright?
Please! Please! Please! :D
We are all moving towards different directions,whether you like it or not,
we are losing grip on each other.
Don't let that happen!

Working Gentleman/ladies,Good Luck and get your promotion soon.
Studying Folks,Good Luck and pass up the assignment on time! :P

Miss you guys!

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Still can't believe I'm leaving soon
I say 'still',is because I've try to believe it.
sigh.

Three years ago I left my hometown,that time is for study purpose.
Three years later I left for my Job.

My Friend,
Thank you for your wishes!

Now I feel like I'm the luckiest person in the world.
:)

Fish that commit suicide

Lately there is an office renovation carry on and due to the renovation need,My dad have to shift his favourite fishes from level 1 to level 3.
Well, it seems like a simple task to me,until the moment I operate it.
Its Pirahna,yeah,the south Africa fish that you always see in movie.
I just didn't know that there are around 20 of them,in an aquarium.

First, you need a pail.Fill it with some water,make sure the water level is at least half of the pail and of course,you must be able to lift the pail.
Then,you need to net the fish,which they will struggle and flip and spill water everywhere,finally they are caugth, quickly put them into the pail you've ready.
I always know that Pirahna is strong and energetic and aggresive,but I just didn't know that they are good in commit suicide too.

The pirahna is big and I can only carry 3 fish in every pail,I carefully lift the pail where I can sense the movement inside the pail and apparently it was them who organizing a break away.
It is totally unexpected when one of them just JUMP out from the pail while I'm on the stairs to the second floor.
My face is pale,trust me.
At that moment,what I can think of is to put down the pail,and run down the stairs to rescue the stupid Pirahna that try to kill himself.The poor thing is strong,struggling and try to breath in air!I know I have to catch it quick or to wrap them in black plastic bag.
When my hand is on its body,I can feel the smooth and slippery body,the sticky surface is kinda disgusting.
I throw the fish back into the pail and immediately,another one JUMP out from the aquarium. Where my dad have to catch and put it back.Phew~~~!
I rescue three fish on that event.

I'm all wet when 21 of them are shifted to a new aquarium,in level 3.

Guess what,I witness another commit suicide this morning,again.
Double the action and extra flavor!
The 3rd floor aquarium is placed next to the window,I was on my way to kitchen on the second floor and I saw a fish JUMP out from the aquarium and fall straight down to the second floor ground.
Yeah,It fell from the stairs yesterday and today it take on the level height.I guess there is 10 feet!
I'm stunned at that stage.

It takes me a second before I react,I ran to the fish where it is still flipping and struggling,quickly take up the fish and throw it into the pail in second floor's bathroom.It seems like a dead fish when its in the pail,looked numb,just some movement encountered on its gill.

Amazingly,the one that try to kill himself again is able to swim when I put it back to the aquarium.Although it looks abit shakey..
My dad says the fish is shocked and need sometime to recover,I hope it does.
Afterall,it is superb that a pirahna is able to take on commit suicide, again and again.
There you go,thats the face of the stupid fish.